Gambling fixed my life, before I am a sports arbitrager, I lost money, I was always all-in my bankroll, and the result was terrible, I did bad on sports betting. Last year, I became a sports arbitrager, and I bet with sure bets. In the end, I made profits, and covered my previous huge losses.
What is your next plan after covered your previous huge losses? Do you still want to gamble again or just stopped this kind of activity? If you stopped, thats good but if you still gamble I am affraid if in the future you will encouter the similar situation(terrible result) again and you cant recover again. Btw, congratulation for your recovery!