In my experience when I started gambling at first I don't noticed that I'm losing at all since I'm having fun and when I won one time I started to invest bigger amounts for a bigger win and after losing it all I want to do now is to recover all my lost but still keeps losing and now when everything is gone two things came up to my mind.
1. All the money/cryptos that I lost in gambling.... I will stop it now.
2. All the money/cryptos that I lost in gambling.... I will recover it.
and if the case is no.2 below is the best answer for you to control yourself.
See a psychologist. You obviously have a gambling problem. Do it now before it gets any worse and ruins your relationship with your loved ones.
It's the best thing to do, instead of investing again to gambling/casino why don't you just invest or save some money to have a consultation with a professional psychologist to help you with your gambling addiction... If you know your life was ruined by gambling and you keep playing there's a chance that it would damage you more.