Are you asking how my first bitcoin purchase came about? At that moment, it seemed to me that I would definitely make a mistake at one of the stages and lose my money, although the amount was quite insignificant.

Losing even this I would take as a disaster, but fortunately, everything went well and I received some part of btc on my wallet. The first thing I experienced was a kind of delight that everything worked out and I was able to touch this technology. By the way, this feeling lasted for several days for sure. Now everything is perceived as easy and simple, but for the first time the sensations move from distrust, fear to admiration and delight, and also, the first purchase of bitcoin seems to be something incredibly difficult.
It is better to try once than to regret a hundred times that you didn't do it because of fear. Everything will work out. There are a lot of guides on this topic on the internet.