i've seriously considered suicide or some sort of exile monastic living in a remote corner of earth rather than continue to live in the capitalist industrial world ... i'm not kidding when i say i fucking hate living on this planet ... likely i'll eventually live in a remote off-grid cabin or a blue water sailboat to satisfy my demands for not being exploited in my daily life , producing all of my own electricity and food/water in either case ... i'd live on mars in a heartbeat ...
Guess what buttercup, life isn't all rainbows and puppies 100% of the time. There's gonna be competition, there's gonna be challenges, there's gonna be people screwing others over to get ahead. That's just how the world is and it ain't changing anytime soon. No one likes fees but it's a (semi) free market, and a business must make profits to stay in existence. Now... you can either be all bitter and wrapped up in self pity about it, or you can accept it, laugh at it, make the best of it, and choose to be happy. I choose the latter option.