dank, people aren't concerned about the fact that you dropped acid and it gave you a new perspective which allowed you to be more positive about your life. You won't find any shortage of people here or elsewhere who've had that experience.
What does concern people is that you seem a bit "stuck" in that experience to the extent that you believe things which are potentially harmful to you - for example, that you could survive long-term without food. Nobody wants you to be the person who died because you didn't come down from your last acid trip. Yeah, believing that you can organise a major music festival in a few weeks and finding out that you can't might make you question your new belief system and lose the certainty which underpins your new-found optimism, but it's not likely to have a catastrophic impact on you.
What people are concerned about is that you don't seem to have integrated your "mystical" experiences in a manner which accommodates objective reality and denying objective reality can put you at risk of real world harm. We've already seen one example of where you were going to take a course of action which was potentially catastrophic. I'd rather not see you decide that you can fly or that next time you're tripping you're going to prove that you can breathe underwater.
How about, you live your life, don't worry about mine? I'll eat or not eat whatever and whenever I like. Anything is possible, if you do not believe this, you do not understand that you are god.
You are concerning yourself on a nonexistent problem you're manifesting in your own reality. If playing guitar and telling people love is the answer to happiness isn't integrating what I learned enough, please, tell me what more shall I do?
Life is potentially catastrophic, either cower in fear or take control over your life and believe in yourself.
