I always seem to find myself betting even more and I don't stay calm I want to win back what I lost quickly so I can stop but that doesn't happen I either get it back and then don't stop but rather get greedy and try to win more and then end up losing. Or I will simply just lose the bets I make trying to win it back. Then I want to deposit again to win it all back or I sell my altcoins or empty out another bitcoin wallet. I do not do this anymore because searching all over with money to collect to gamble is desperate and not a nice feeling.
Surely this isn't a nice feeling, the best thing is to stop this. You can't win on long term, and if you continue depositing more and more BTCs, you will probably just lose it as you lost the other deposits you made before. If you can't control yourself, don't play anymore, don't visit casino sites, try to stay away from this. If you want to play, use a little amount of money and if you lose it, quit the game for a day or more.