Small traders should never hold. I am a small scale trader. I invest small amount of dollars daily with little profit. I think the only people who hold are those who have some meaning in life, which would not hurt them much if lost. Thatis why I don't hold any tokens because I don't have that much money.
Everybody have some meaning in life mate, do not degrade yourself with your tongue, I was a small time investor of Bitcoin and I grow into a better investor who can invest any amount and still live a comfortable life.
Even if Bitcoin fails I still have other ways to make it in life, and it's better to always risk what you can afford to lose, you don't have to use big amount of money, I started very small too and I end up making good amount of money.
For someone like yourself, do not focus much on Bitcoin, you can't even make 10x of your money in Bitcoin because you have too small money to invest, I know many won't like this but for someone like you, it's better to invest in altcoin.