I can understand how you feel. I've lost both my parents, my father to cancer, my mother from natural causes. She died in my arms. I still cry sometimes, and still have haunting dreams of my mother (not my father, for some reason). I'd give anything to spend a day with them. I'm sure I'll dream about her tonight, because of your post.
For those who still have their parents, be close to them, be kind to them, don't hold grudges. When they pass away, anything left untold, any unexpressed emotion, will haunt you for life like a razor blade in your stomach.
Stay strong, Paashaas. Time will ease the pain, and the wound will heal, but the scar will remain. Be well and live a good life to remember them.
They will always be a part of us. Parents. There's no closer relationship than the one to his mother, it starts in the womb.
As we will always be a part of them, i'm thinking about those that had to experience the death of their child/ren.
And that's the main thing about human life: relationships. It's what makes our lives worth living (psychologically proven, by the way).
When it comes to parting, i can't relate too much. Sure, there is the pain and mourning, but in my case it's mostly "out of sight, out of mind", shortly after. I know i have dreamed about my dad one time (in 14 years). That's a neurodivergent thing, most of you can't relate to this. In case of my dad i even felt nothing after i basically watched him dying in the ER, for months, until it all broke lose and i started to cry for hours, followed by two weeks of emotional pain unfelt before, until i started to recover.
As i said, dealing with fatalities is totally different for me, emotionally. Pretty often when i get told someone i knew passed away, i can't suppress a smile, while i know that this reaction is perceived totally wrong in my environment. Some people know, though. It's just so overwhelming for me that my mind pulls the breaks and kicks in reverse while hitting the gas at the same time. I also never seem to find words of solace. Strange, but i'm not a careless guy at all.