But psychologically speaking, both Astargath and you know that God exists.

As for someone not believing a fairy tale you devote a lot of time to it. Are you a fairy tales lover?

That's how this starts. Maybe you will be like a Paul. Voice will say to you  - why do persecute me?

Never say never.

My father was alcoholic and he could not care less of what I do. And my mother was depressed for most of my childhood and could not care less. Don't you dare to imply that anything else they done wrong than neglecting me.

I have all the reasons to be mad at God. I am not.

Yeah they lied to me by not talking to me. Thats a great logic there... Yours had apparently problem in teaching you how to read with understanding.

Neglecting = opposite to brainwash. Buy a dictionary.

Because the schools brainwashed him into believing the evolution fairy tale for such a long time, that it takes a while to forget that fairy tale.

Me neither. I do not have to go to church. Catholics are apostates. They are the very reason why people despise Christ. I do not like catholics just as you do not.

Your knowledge about christianity is as shallow as your knowledge about evolution. Go ahead and read something from this or that. You can not always be ignorant that knows nothing at all.

Yeah I know you are confused. I was ceased to be atheisticly brainwashed since i had finished my master degree.

You are probably a student yet so you can not just get away from atheist indoctrination. In my higher education atheistic indoctrination from professors that just simply hated God was enourmous. I was an atheist when I finished it. But as you say brainwashing needs reinforcement. So I ceased to be atheist.

Maybe, but it's a simple matter of facts that the atheistic brainwashing is stronger in nowadays world.

Everything is relative. If one message is more often repeated it does not matter how often the others are. And the most repeated brainwashing is the message of scientism.

That is what brainwashed people say.